Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Answers


Last night Stephen was really sick, so much so he could not sleep and I stayed up with him. while he was in the bathroom I prayed fervently that he would feel better enough to sleep. It seemed like right when he got back he fell asleep, in turn I got to sleep.

While I laid there unhealed of my stroke and dealing with pain from my burn the lord still answered my prayer. He let me know that he hears my prayers even though he chose not to heal me now, despite my desires. I know he is with me and always will be. This is my bitter cup I must drink. I am grateful has not saved me from my trials because of what I have learned.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Intel

It's midterm season for Stephen and it got me thinking...
Because I have problems with speech they assume that it translates to my mind. It doesn't.

I kind of miss classes and learning, I don't miss the assignments though. I just want some intellectual stimulation. I don't know what it could be but I don't want my brain turning to mush. It makes me more sympathetic for the geniuses trapped in their bodies. How frustrating it must be.
I'm very lucky.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

meals

so I kinda ditched the menu thing, but since it takes me so long to cook I make things ahead and put it in the fridge or freezer including desserts.
Then when ready all I have to do is put it in the oven and voila! Yay me!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

realistic dreams

The other night I dreamed that I discovered I could walk. It was so realistic I thought it was real, but then I woke up and it wasn't. I was sad, but I got over it.

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Thursday, July 28, 2011

Independence

We found an apartment so we can start moving in Aug. 1st
To celebrate I started planning our menus, and I didn't want to spend any money so I'm using google calendar. I hope I stick to it.
I'm so looking forward to moving out, not that I'm unappreciative because I am but it'll be nice to have our own place.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Walking

Why is it that obese people can walk but I can't? I should be walking not them. hmmph

Friday, July 22, 2011

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so I saw my sister doing digital scrapbooking and I wanted to copy her. This is my first attempt