Gratitude

Life is pretty boring for me. I just go to rehab and take care of Nolan.

Last night we went over what we were grateful for. I think seeing others at rehab makes me grateful for what I have instead of mourning what I don't. This morning Stephen said something like he loves me alive. I forget that he almost lost me a couple times. I'm grateful that I'm alive and that I can talk even though it's not normal. I can understand easily so anyone can talk to me at normal speed. I have a lot to be grateful for. There's so much I have and I can honestly say that I'm improving. So many people don't have even that. I'm lucky.

We're Back

I can honestly say I'm married to Superman. He's working and going to school and helping me with getting better and with Nolan. I am getting better but it's a lot slower than I'd like. While he's gone I get help from my mom and sister. Luckily Nolan is a good baby. He sleeps a lot and is really patient with me. I can do just about everything for him except transfer with him safely. Maybe I can but I'm afraid to try.